Would you love to restore precious relationships that have been destroyed by addiction? So did I. In the high school years of my loved one’s substance use, all I wanted was for it to stop. I did what many parents do. I covered it up. I didn’t tell anyone. I thought substance and alcohol use was a phase. I was in denial. Then I got scared, and treatment began; then I got furious. That was a long time ago. Recovery has been the guide for me and my daughter, Lindsey, for more than a decade now. As a mother and daughter, we’ve been studying and writing about addiction and recovery since 2010. Now we’re creating workbooks, so other families can learn healthy behaviors like we did.

Lindsey recently reminded me that 2020 marks our 10th anniversary writing about addiction and recovery

Why is recovery so hard for every family

Recovery takes time and patience. It may not work the first, second, or third time. Who has the patience to stay sweet and hopeful and balanced? I sure didn’t. As each one of my phases of coping with the trauma of addiction progressed, my family members moved farther and farther away from me until I couldn’t do or say anything right. I’d fallen into the addiction trap as completely as my loved ones had. We were a dysfunctional family. And you know what? I don’t know any family that has escaped this trap. We expect things will return to normal where we are all respectful, honest and responsible when we or our loved ones get sober, but that doesn’t happen.

Guess what, sobriety does not magically restore relationships

Here’s what happens in relationships. We love our children. We love our spouses and lovers, friends and family members. And they love us. When substance or behavior use impacts those precious relationships, however, all of our personalities change. That doesn’t mean children stop loving parents who try to help them, or parents stop loving children who keep using. It means new behaviors we haven’t experienced before like lying, hiding our feelings, manipulating, negotiating, controlling, along with the inability to communicate honestly, break our confidence in each other and our precious circle of love.

It may seem as if we hate each other, but underneath the hurt and anger we really still love each other deeply and want those connections restored. When feelings associated with addiction get so hot and volatile that you can’t talk about anything or even be together in the same room, you have to calm down before you can reconnect in a healthy way. That’s why Lindsey and I created workbooks for the new decade.

What is the state of your relationships right now

Regardless of whether your loved one is using or not, here are some questions to ask yourself about your relationship. This can apply to any relationship.

  • Are you in a place where everyone is angry, and no one is listening?
  • Do you feel you can’t tell your loved ones what you think without starting an emotional nuclear war?
  • Can you talk openly, objectively, and honestly about what’s going on?
  • Do you feel lost and battered and blamed no matter what you say?
  • What are you willing to do to improve the situation?
  • Can you take a good look at yourself?

How can you restore relationships and close the circle of love again

Everybody is different, but there are some key components to restore relationships. One of them is emotional safety. We have to feel we won’t be judged or blamed. We have to feel understood. My recovery began when I stopped relying on sobriety as the solution. Addiction had changed my family for the worse, and we had to change again. But how? We couldn’t go back to life before addiction. Too much damage had occurred. We had to start over.

For me, that meant that I, as the adult and mom, had to learn to listen and to accept that I wasn’t perfect. I made mistakes and could be hurtful myself. I had to let go of wanting to be right. I had to detach from outcomes and not be codependent. I had to accept that I might lose the fight. That’s a lot of changing for one mom to make. To restore relationships, I had to provide a safe space for my children so they could return home to a better me. Al-anon was helpful in teaching me how to do that.

You can go to therapy from now until doomsday, and not digest the fundamental fact that good relationships require emotional safety.

We wrote the books to make recovery work for you

100 Tips For Growing Up

100 tips for growing up

After writing and researching recovery for Reach Out Recovery in dozens of articles over the years, Lindsey Glass compiled the tips from experts that guided her on her 20-year recovery journey. She added her own insights, notes, and space for journaling in her newly published 100 Tips For Growing Up. This simple book of tips from professionals to improve life at any age is already getting raves. See inside the book. Get your introductory tips free download.

Find Your True Colors In 12 Steps

Find Your True Colors in 12 steps expanded edition
All new expanded edition of Find Your True Colors in 12 Steps

For a decade my mission has been to to translate the meaning of the 12 Steps and the unique way they work to establish emotional health and healthy relationships. As I noted above, families don’t get healthy without an information path to follow. Recovery literacy is crucial for everyone impacted by addiction, and there’s no better way than to explore it through art, journaling and recovery philosophy. That’s the reason we first combined coloring, journaling and recovery principles into a workbook anyone can use.

In 2018, we created the first edition of Find Your True Colors in 12 Steps. It was a good beginning and sold out three printings. But a more comprehensive edition was needed. We spent 2019 working on an expanded version that offers more information, more pages to color and more writing prompts. This Find Your True Colors is perfect for people in treatment programs, teens and family members impacted by addiction, and anyone who loves coloring and learning. See inside the book. Get yours on Reach Out Recovery or Amazon

Now everyone can have the tools we used to restore our precious relationships.


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Leslie Glass

Leslie Glass became a recovery advocate and co-founder of Reach Out Recovery in 2011, encouraged by her daughter Lindsey who had struggled with substances as a teen and young adult. Learning how to manage the family disease of addiction with no roadmap to follow inspired the mother and daughter to create Reach Out Recovery's website to help others experiencing the same life-threatening problems. Together they produced the the 2016 ASAM Media Award winning documentary, The Secret World of Recovery, and the teen prevention documentary, The Silent Majority, distributed by American Public Television. Leslie is also the creator of Recovery Guidance, the information website for those seeking addiction and mental healthcare for professionals nationwide. In her career, Leslie has worked in advertising, publishing, and magazines as a writer of both fiction and non fiction. She is the author of 9 bestselling crime novels, featuring NYPD Dt.Sgt. April Woo. Leslie has has served as a Public Member of the Middle States Commission of Higher Education and as a Trustee of the New York City Police Foundation. For from 1990 to 2017, Leslie was the Trustee of the Leslie Glass Foundation.

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